December 20th, 2009 16 notes
Midnight; There is something different about this time at night. I know that everyone else feels it too. During this period I sometimes lay out on the field and look at the dark sky and think about the feelings and thoughts these late hours can bring. It feels completely isolated because of the silence that overcomes you yet there is so much that is going on at the same time. Couples are at parks talking endlessly, some are being intimate with one another, friends are drinking and smoking, people are murdering others, liquor stores are being held up, mothers are giving birth, and even some are just simply blogging.
Even though you might be outside, whispering seems to be the only tone of voice you can use. The chilled weather brings sorrow and excitement all at the same time and it feels so much different from the sun drenched day. The sky seems to be so much more beautiful while everything else on your level still feels unnerving. Smelling the air and letting your body and mind adjust to it seems spine-chilling.
There is an unexplainable feeling that these hours bring. They bring thoughts, open minds, and sometimes natural psychedelic energy. I suppose the feeling of this period is different because the day brings chaos, crowds and work. Sometimes the late hour brings so much tension in your feelings that it just might overwhelm you. Of course, only if you let it.
December 20th, 2009 20 notes
I don’t know about anybody else but sometimes I have moments when I have to sit down and seriously think about the things I’ve done, I’m currently doing and will eventually do. Along with others, I feel like at times I have no idea what I’m doing at all. At that very moment I don’t think people really consider the consequences of what could happen but subconsciously are willing to take the risk. It doesn’t have to necessarily be a bad thing but something that could mean trouble later down the line. It’s an indescribable feeling when people will comes to me with stories of how things went wrong that ended up being started by themselves. I can’t really judge or even help them because I believe that it is something that everyone is guilty of. On the other hand, like every negativity humans do, can we honestly blame it on human nature? Even if that was the case, is it a fair excuse? I don’t think that anyone can really pinpoint the exact reason why people do certain things that could turn out bad. Maybe it’s the possibility of the situation being fun or entertaining. Whatever the reason may be, I personally think that every situtation needs careful consideration. Not to much though; everyone needs a little spontaneity.
December 20th, 2009 47 notes
December 20th, 2009 13 notes
Sometimes I change the words around in a song so that they are more relate-able to me.
